Wednesday 16 October 2013

Ends.


Whoever who doesnt know how to appreciate the second chance given to them is worthless.
Whoever who stabs others back is useless.
Take an eraser and erase them off.
No regrets to lose someone like that.

Salam Aidiladha.

10 Zulhijjah 1434 (15hb October 2013)..sedikit perkongsian sempena Aidiladha..moga bermanfaat suatu hari nanti..Insyaallah



Sabda Rasullah SAW (maksudnya): "Wahai manusia, sembelihlah qurban dengan mengharapkan pahala daripada Allah dengan darahnya, bahawa sesungguhnya darah qurban itu jika ia tumpah ke bumi maka ia akan mengambil tempat yang mulia di sisi Allah Azza Wajalla." (Hadith riwayat Thabrani)

Rasulullah SAW juga pernah bersabda (maksudnya): "Tidak ada amalan yang dilakukan oleh anak Adam pada Hari Raya Qurban yang lebih disukai Allah melainkan menumpahkan darah (menyembelih haiwan qurban). Sesungguhnya haiwan qurban itu akan datang pada Hari Qiamat nanti lengkap dengan tanduk-tanduknya, bulu-bulunya dan kuku-kukunya. Dan sesungguhnya darah haiwan qurban itu mengambil tempat yang mulia di sisi Allah sebelum darah itu tumpah ke bumi, maka hendaklah kamu laksanakan qurban itu dengan hati yang bersih." (Hadith riwayat Tirmidzi)

Sekian~ ^^

Saturday 21 September 2013

Sweetsour of us.

Assalamualaikum wbt dearies. 
 
Nothing much I've to say today.  I juz wanna share the moments of my pretty girls and I at Lubuk Ujid. :)


These is only part of the members as the others went to deeper area to swim.  Me. Juz sitting there between the rocks like a good girl..=P


A week before this trip..me and my housemates went to Teluk Cempedak..for me it's like the first time ever going there..hee..very the katak bawah tempurung girl I can say..many places I've never been there yet..maybe one day Insyallah..i'll bring my family and kids along..amin..hehe hope everything goes well and create great memories between us soon. ^^ Aminn..




Takecare~!





Friday 13 September 2013

Hati.




Today. 13Sept.2013 is the first weekend after semester 5 starts.  All the lecturers for this sem quite okee for me..i pray for this final year to have a better starts n ends.Insyallah :)

But what makes me upset is that the lecturers appoint us for smaller number of group members.  I hate it when it comes to make decision that might offend someone though,..by hook or by crook we have to do so..to ask for A person to stay and B person move to other groups.

Oh my Allah. Too many good heart to take care of. I never want to fringe any of my friends because I know how it felt and it affects everything. the relay. the performance. the feelings towards each other.

*Hope everything will be ok like never before and us becoming the top scorers/top presenters/top researchers/top for all for diz last two sems..aminn

Sunday 25 August 2013

Inspirers inspire more.


August 26th 2013.  more less 2 weeks before new semester starts.  time fly fast though
During the holidays I eventually create an account for INSTAGRAM..hihi yay me~!.*pengaruh rakan sabaya belake..uhuhuhu. baru terbuka sikit mata n minda ntuk bersocialize thru other medium..asek2 fesbuk je..boring jugek iye dokk..

Bila dah try menda baru nie ospecos la hobi barunye duk explore segala button dalam tu..yg bentuk rumah tu kejanye ape, star, camera, luv icons n businesscard cenggitu..apa nak buat yekk..huhu sikit2 upload gamba la kite. =P lalala~

Then i started to follow some new friends and come to happen they bloggers too..so i go peep on their entries larr cuz i noticed some of them are really good in words to inspire the heart of mine..heee

Feeling motivated, conscious, enlightened by the words really make me cry for my ignorance, for what I've forgotten, I've missed, I've wasted all this while..even it acts temporarily to wake me up from my lalaland it surely put me back on track of my journey..my purpose as a servant, as a daughter, as a student, as a muslimah girl and responsibilities that linger on me endlessly

Allah is Merciful.  The best planner that initiates a confluence and a farewell on time..whenever His servant need guidance for the better

*Terima Kasih..Semoga Allah memberkati kalian dalam setiap ilmu yang dikongsikan..Amin. =')

Monday 22 July 2013

first iftar together2~bffs!

Salam....hye uols..=)

21 July 2013--the unplanned date with me bffs..yay! hehee..kmaren my bestie F.A nie ajak pegi survey baju raya sesama..first time in my life outing with FA n shes driving (manual...homaigod!!)..neves jugak mula2 tuw...mane tak nye..dah macam naek kuda xberkaki feelingnye..huhu..but then no more hiccups horsey..hehe..so lepas dah park tu weol menapak la demi mmenuhi niat awal outing.. cewahh ;)) ..dah penat pusing2 for baju raya..weol pusing2 bazar area Shahbandar KT plak...yelaa dah masokkan duit parking tu smpai tiga hengget..tpakse la jugak melepak area tu lelama...sayang woo 3 hengget ley beli air plastik besa dah. .*nak2 time pose nih seteguk air amat2lh bermakna..huhu..

agak2 dah nak surrender tawaf shahbandar tuh..weol decide nak pegi tempat laen lak..sekali ade kete park belakang kete weol pulak..adoyaii..menguji ksabaran tol...dengan senyuman paling manis weol pon pegi la cuba naseb kot2 larr owner kete tu meniaga kat bazar depan tuh..lepas2 sorang2 tanya sume xngaku ...sobb2..putus harapan suda...ntah cane dapat ilham nak tanye hakak jual kuih yang weol tak expect dy drive kete cngitu...well..expect the unexpected lah..memang dy pon owner nye..wow! + fuh! legaa..dapt gk kuar..hihi..

tengah duk meraban pikir next destination tetibe teringat bff yang sorang nie..dah lame x outing sesame sejak masuk u..huhu...call bekali2 xangkat la pulak cik WM nih..adoyai..so weol juz serbu tros umah dy..tuan ade k tak lantak laa...haha punye la xde kheje sgatt serang umah orang pose2 nih...=d  sib baek la masa weol dah tercegat depan umah dy tu..dy call balik..*mahunye xmalu muka nie tetiba tercegat cam orang nak mintak sedekah dah gayenye..tido ghupenye cik kak sorang niee yea..dalam duk mamai dy tu weol culik la kejap ajak lepak together2...yay again~!

next destination..Pantai Batu Buruk of cos lar...port wajib nih...hiuhiu...ptama kali sejak cuti datang mlawat PBB kesayangan weol..ingat saje2 la nak amik angin cz nak berbuka lmbat lagi. n guess what..=)))
ada bazar jugak kat siniiii...what a surprise!!! meaning dat our plan btambah lagi...hehe..JOM BUKAK POSE SAMA2 KAT PANTAI..tu la dalam benak pikiran masing2..*at least dats what i think..hehee..hokee dah eksaited beli makanan sume siap..tgk jam baru pukul 6..

hmm..hampar la tikar dulu kata FA..time tuh ramai sangat budak2,mak budak,bapak budak, abang budak n kakak budak kat situ..nak bbuka kat sini jugak letew gamaknye..dalam2 weol duk bz letak2 makanan ade lar suara sumbang bunyi2 kat belakang.."oii cik kak!awal hampar tikar..lambat lagi nak bukak pose..haaa kantoi..nmpak sgat x poserr.."...errr..terkesima jap..huhu  kalo jerit seslow tu xpe gak..nie maw sume kat pantai tu dengar...*rase nak je lari brenang ke laut nuhh..huhu tapi weol mpoyokan diri jelah sambil2 amik gamba banyak2..best way nak cover maluu okee...tu je yg dpat pikiaq time  kritikal gtu..kikiki...so ni lah muke2 yg eksaited mybffsyg n me tunggu azan Maghrib..~k byee








Friday 19 July 2013

nak cantek jugak huhu

assalamualaikum readers..=)))

first of all nak tnye lar cun x kita punye blog look..hihi..wlopon dah lame sjak bgelar kaki blog nie tapi kita xreti pon nak deco2 bagi cantek blog nie..suro mysyg GBM hot setapp je nolong..huihuihui..tapi sejak2 stat cuti nih rajin la pulak kita nak menghapdet blog nih..xde keje sangat anak dare duk umah..lalala~~


patu tengah duk melayan satu videoclip nie..tengok Heliza Helmi dah la nyanyi best, comel cantek lawa sume ade lah..untungnye empunya diri..tbe2 terdetik kat hati kita nak cantek jugak n mule laa duk pikiaq nak pakai produk ape nak pakai fesyen ape n siak je duk rotate2 otak brainstorming..teruje2~!  then adik kita datang tengok kita senyum sorang2 hihik =P

 kita pon cakap la "adikkk.. nok comeyy jugok macam dy niee...kiutnyeee^,^"..tapi jawapan dy memang membunoh keterujaan kita..sobss.."wak mende gok comey2..tua gok ekg..xbersyukur langsung"..pheww~ teros terdiam..astagfirullahalazimm..over pulak kita rupenyer..*tapii kita memang obses tengok pompuan cantek..tibe2 teringat satu post member kat laman sosial..*x ingat dah kat fb ke twitter ke kat mane...post dy gini la lebih kurang.."kalau rasa terlalu taksub terhadap sesuatu atau seseorang, hendaklah kita mencari kejelekannya supaya dapat kurangkan rasa taksub tersebut"..

alhamdulillah..sedikit sebanyak menyedarkan kita supaya tak terus terleka dengan nikmat dunia..mungkin nie salah satu cara Allah nak beri peringatan pada kita melalui keluarga n rakan2..Allah bagi kita ramai kawan yang baik2 ntuk bantu kita jadi baik dan terkadang Allah kurangkan kawan yg baik2 ntuk menguji mampukh kita ntuk menjadi baik...wallahualam~

taubat hambaMu..

simpulan dah terurai

assalamualaikum.. hai dearies semoga sihat slalu utk mengendap blog kita..heee ;P


Hari ni dah masuk hari ke 10 bpuasa..ye idop?..ke salah kire..hee lebih kureng lerss..so di kesempatan nih nak nyatakan betapa bersyukurnya hati nie ke hadrat Illahi kerana masih dipinjamkan umur, kesihatan, kewarasan, kesempurnaan fizikal dan mental..dan semuanye seperti sedia kala yang tiada bkurang..Alhamdulillah :')) n berkat bulan Ramadhan al mubarak nie ada doa2 kita yang telah termakbul..


buat sekian lamanye...(xde la lame mane pon..hihi ) kita pendam je tekateki yang bersimpul2 dalam kpale pasal 2 org nih..my heart shivers, my head crumples ..~! err memandai ttibe but now everythings okay...i got my stand back..xde la ke laut, ke langit duk pikirkan benda yg xpenting mane pon tp sje nak mnyemak dalm otak...yg sorang nie tlah buke mata kita ntuk lebih dekatkn diri dengan Dia..n sorang lagi seakan mberi peringatan jangan tlalu percaya pada seseorang..tp naseb la kita nih memang susah nak pecayakn orang slain dr yg dah kenal rapat..


everything happens for a reason..so kita think +ve je lah..pengalaman mngajar kita ntuk jadik lg terer ntuk mase2 mdatang...but diz 2 persons really taught me precious lessons to hold..both make me come back to earth..nomore fly2 buang mase berangan benda2 yg tak tentu hale..hokee kita memang kuat berangan..heee so macam dah kena penampo sebijik dua ntuk sedar dari mimpi2 indah ciptaan sendiri...*sigh


p/s: Rindu itu mengingatkan kita bahawa Allah pernah meminjamkan sesuatu atau seseorang itu kpd kita :)

Monday 15 July 2013

obsesi bukan obesiti

selamat pagi, selamat tengahari, selamat malam n selamat hari2 hendaknye my dearies...*wink2

nak share something la nie...xtaw la nape tapi kita rase laa kita obses ngan pompuan laa..bukan la nak jadik lesbo ke ape tapi suke tengok pompuan more than tengok laki..is it normal??..@_@


kita pon dah xpasti dngan diri sendiri..pantang nampak pompuan nak2 yang ade x-factors dy sendiri..memang mate niee nak mmandang aje pratikan orang..selingan skett*obsesi is notttt obesiti yeaa..hihi obsesi tu adalah untuk memenuhi rasa keingintahuan tentang sesuatu.. kate pacik Google lh..



xfactor yang dmaksudkan tu memang banyakkk2 aspek...hidung, mate, mulut, rambut, perawakan, pakaian, perangai, snyuman, suara n mane2 yang menarik pada pancaindera kita yang 5 nih..hmm

hopefully nothing abnorm laa dengan yang kat dalam kpale n bdan ni yeaa..sekadar kagum dengan kebesaran Illahi =))

*bersyukur dilahirkan sbg seorang pompuan..dapat cuti tiap2 bulan, senang dapat pahala n masuk syurga pulak tuw..(atas iman dan takwa masing2)..ya allah smoga aku termasuk dikalangan yang Engkau redhai..aminn 

hargai dan sayangi selagi memiliki

assalamualaikumwbt...hyee uols...=)


meet my dearest mother..entry kali nie nak cite pasal sayang mak la pulop..hihi i luv u mak!
nape tetibe nak cite sal mak nie..dah brape lame dah idop blog nie sekarang baru nak cite pasal mak..xpela mak..janji masuk jgok..iyedopp =)

mase kecik2 dulu i dont really know how to love my parents..especially my mom..dont know how to show my love....we're educate to love our parents since our early age but yet i juz dont get the feeling till my mom quit her job by age 45..she's a career lady..so we're not having so much quality time together..i bet dats y theres gap between us...luckily my mom quit by the time i'm growing up as teenager..taw je la kan perangai zaman muda remaja nih...budak baru nak up..macam2 cite la adenyer..kawan la pakwe la blaja la..makkkk laa yang jadi tmpat mengadu and dapat free kaunseling skali..xyah tebal2 muke pegi bilik kaunseling merintih syahdu..hiuhiu..and our relationship much better since then..we have more time chatting, cooking, shopping and byak2 lagi laa...

then, on one fine day i advise my adik to study for his future sake but he refused to hear me..i try hard to explain the consequences of ignoring all those things based on my experience and readings..tapi masalh nye dy xnak dengar n xdapat gambaran ape yang dibebelkan tuh.. buat penat jea duk potpet sama itu budak..then i realize how my mom advise me before and i act the same as my adik...*i bit better of cos..hehe =P  sejak tu i kind of get the clue what it feels to not be listened for the truth!..mak nasihat kita dari pengalaman dia and kita nasihat adik atas pengalaman n kesedaran kita jgak tp kalo xkena atas batang idong sendiri ape yang orang duk larang tuh..memang sume buat pekakk aje lerr..

sejak tu i keep telling myself to hear my mom bcoz mom knows best..kadang2 tu angin jgak ble mak dah slalu bebel tapi sabo jela...kate nak jd anak solehah kann..(^~,)..sekarang dah 21..dah banyak benda kita luah kat mak n mak pon same so dapat rase n nampak pengorbanan mak yang mungkin abang2 or adik xnampak coz dorang  xsembang ngan mak..mane nak taw..hehee *kita laa yg tbaekk...cewahh..over sgat..:P
kadang2 duk kat umah sewa tu temenung sorang2..recall balik ape yang kita dah buat untuk mak..dah cukup bahagia ke mak dengan pncapaian kita,dengan pragai kita pe sume tuh..nak balas jasa entah brape lama lagi baki masa Allah pinjamkan mak untuk kita..='(  sekarang common range hayat manusia area 60-70 tahon gitu..n my mom dah 53 n ayah 59..

ya Allah takot, sebak rase aty nie bile kenangkan sume tu..masa slalu blari x tunggu kita..tapi kita tetap bersyuko sabab mak ayah still sihat walafiat..ade member sperjuangan dah xde mak or xde ayah untuk mnumpang kasih lagi...and insya Allah kita cuba manfaatkan masa yang tersisa bersama nie untuk bahagiakan mereka..=')) *smoga dapat naikkann saham mak ayah d akhirat kelak..aminn

lagu raya-Bonda..





Tuesday 2 July 2013

i'm jelezz hokee...hmm :||

Assalamualaikumwbt to my dearies...a big HYEEEE uols.. :))

dah lame since my last update rite.hee ..kalo ikot kn aty macam nak deactivate dh blog nih tapi sayang jgak skali sekale nak mrepek xde tmpat ydop..coret2 arini meleret2 sgat..so kalo free bole la spend time read diz..if not..juz ignore...no tacing2 :)

 btw..diz past 2 years had change me to a better person..yeaa..i'm not a girl anymore but not yet a woman..hee =P  not me my self had change..my frens especially the ex-schoolmates (primary nor secondary) and ex-matrics also come thru diz phase.. appearance is one thing i notice among my dearies nowadays.... more fashionable, prettier and mature i guess...but i really respects those who already make the HIJRAH and  stay istiqamah..i kind of jealous seeing them so calm and happy and live the life to please Allah solely...

i cant imagine how wonderful hidayah from Allah they had accepted till they so strong and full of faith facing all the critics from surroundings, the never ending questions from family, friends and public for their Hijrah especially who come from family yang biase2..family members yg tak pakai tudung labuh, niqab, serban or what not...i know islam is not just about the dressing..maybe i'm not that arif about hukum hakam and juz be kind of stereotype..okee...tak nak cakap lebey2 sal nie..takot tersilap kang..haaa mati den tanggung dose...nauzubillah min zalik >,<"  

after diz while i just listen to my  frens who slowly change their way of dressing and kept their distance as it involve hanging out with guys..hati terdetik nak berubah jugak tapi takot tak istiqamah (dats my big probs..always tak tetap pdirian)..rase diri nie lemah sangat bile sorang2..nak2 ble dh balik campus masing2..xde kawan dh nak tolong bagi kata2 semangat untuk terus berubah..bukan la nak kate frens kat u x baek..cume dey ol juz like me..the 'biase2' one..hee..still rase nak enjoy, ikot trending, coupling and so on..we know the halal and haram and tuntutan bpakaian as muslim and muslimah..but most of the time kami kalah...sob2 ..ibarat kate iman senipis kulit bawang..plus..i'm not used to go for usrah and that kind of activities held in surau or masjid due to teman n time restrictions..okee...most of the time malas is the exact word =P hee

yesterday....i found my junior's fb and blog..she is a girl a fren of mine had skandal2 during schooldays..=(  she's among the hottest junior la according to him...i cant recall who she is cuz i'm not used to tawaf the school to peep on others..haha bajet baek sangat laa kan..besides, there's quite a few girls i actually notice have similar faces..or is it me yg blur2 xkenal org buat2 kenal..haha  okee back to the story..so ble dh hot of cos la ramai yg nak try..so i dont know what to think of her..maybe la kan cam biase..ade la yg brubah status..single to double/triple/quadraple...heee merepek jea..soo..she juz like us yg 'biase' nih..

then, what i got after godek2 fb n blog dy..she already had her Hijrah..alhamdulillah..she also wear niqab whenever outside the school...it makes me thinking, how can she berubah all of sudden...as far as i concern..hotties difficult to change cuz dey still in their 'famous mode' rite...forgive me if i'm wrong..diz only from my view la..usually after finished schooling then we are expose with the usrah and more beneficial activities utk mantapkn akidah and what not...tapi diz girl still in school and our school is not a sekolah agama ..so how come she able to do such changes in her life..how she gain the strength to face and answer questions from peoples around..she's too young for me as she do the Hijrah..or i''m jahil about diz..?_?
memang terharu sangat mase baca blog dy...blog dy xde laa meleret mcm nih..hihi...nih nak qada 2 tahon x menulis...

so ttbe diri ni rase malu sangat..adik2 pon berani untuk berubah for Islam..hotties pulak tu..why not me..kalo nk cmpare memang xde pape la kan..so insaf kejap smalam..arini i try my best utk pkai baju yang longgar2 huhu..hopefully i won't change juz to pleased peoples around..or bcz of trending..or bcoz of competing factors..ya allah...ssnguhnya Engkau maha mengetahui apa yg ade dalm stiap hati hambaMU..sekian

*nak cite satu2 kng panjang sgat jadi nyer..so byak dh tapis2..hope xde yg slah faham pasal coret2 nie oke..

*semoga hari2 esk lebih baek dari hari2 sblomnye..

*penat dh mngarang..huhu kalo ade recorder kn senang..cakap jea byak mane pon..